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Hello ~
So went to the employment serv. yesterday. The meeting was around 1.30 / 13.30 .. Don't you think I OVERSLEPT? How is that even possible? If my stepmom hasn't called - I would had missed the meeting big time. Anyways, she didn't really say much when I was there. It was like: Hi, I have a job over December. Oh, ok, good, goodbye! So . . . that was worth the rush?

So I've been able to sleep a little better. Still feeling tired all the time though, it's kinda starting to bug me.

I have to get a haircut next week. Also - Gonna go and hunt down some Xmas-gifts for the entire family. It's going to be fun! o(･∀･)o

TTYL.

Yeah, 3 in the morning and I'm still here, like usual. I actually went to bed, fell asleep . . . and woke up one hour later more awake then ever. This is getting on my nerves.

Talked to my mom today about work and the cat .. It feels good that I can have a real conversation with her now. Before, she didn't really care to listen to what I had to say. But the past is the past. Gonna book time for the veterinary. Either way, if someone adopts Molly or not - I can't keep her. I feel awful and this is probably the reason why I can't sleep at night. So many thoughts running through my head. Feels like I don't have "time" to sleep.

- I've been planning my apartment now and . . I'm gonna fix it once I return from the "holidaytrip". Making money is always a good thing. I have to buy bookshelves, a new TVbench, re-paint my table, buy new wall shelves and so on.

Alot of work to do, but with some luck and smart decisions -
it might not end up being very expensive.

Gonna read some Vampire Knight and hopefully, I will fall asleep before the sun goes up.

Byebye!! ~

. . . .  Maybe I've forgotten how to sleep?
I think so. I feel I'm getting hyper cause I haven't slept well in days. But when my life is sorted out, I guess I will get tired again . .  Hopefully. Gonna call mom tomorrow and see how it will be with work and all. Since I have to find a home for the beast, I can't book planetickets. Ugh.

I'm just stressed. Been doodling the whole day.
Papers everywhere, yet, nothing decent came out on paper. How annoying.

I'm probably gonna watch YGO 5Ds til' I pass out like I did last night. Fall alseep after 8 in the morning is kinda useless. To sleep only for 2 hours is even more useless. To be like a zombie all day is extremely useless. W.O.W. I'm frickin useless.

Crap.

It's Saturday and that means that everyone should be happy! ~

Keeping my fingers crossed that Molly will get a new home in the beginning of December! Please keep your fingers crossed too! (;A;)' Gonna make some calls on Monday and see if I can get some help. I really have to book those plane and traintickets now. I feel so stressed-out. Can't really sleep at night  . . . .  Ugh!

Anyways, so I'm going to make some "dinner", eeeh. I don't really like eating? Haven't eaten anything during the whole day. And on top of that .. I think I have to pull an all-nighter so I'll be really tired tomorrow night. At least it gives me a better chance to get some sleep.

So .. Food .. Need to make it.
TTML!

Hello. Guess what I've done today? I finally got to meet Clara, who I haven't seen in years and years. I've missed her so much and it was so fun to finally see her! (;___;) The last time we met was like, 5-6 years ago? Insanity! The first time I met her and got to know her was when I still lived in Boden (yes, I've lived there too) and we were in the same class. Oh gahd, she always puts a smile on your face and I love her! <3

Anyways, so around 2 something something I met up with Clara and followed her to Tuna Park were she works a few times a week. Since she had a job to do, I took a stroll around the mall and then took the bus back home. When she ended her shift, we had dinner at McDonalds and just talked til' it was time for her to take the train home.

It was kinda funny when we were about to walk out from McD .. We left our trays on the table and one of the girls working there was all like 'Hey, can you please take away your trays!' We pretended to be in a deep conversation and totally ignored her .. XD That's what happens when you give us slobby fries!

Anyways, so I had a really good day. We talked and talked. It's like we haven't been apart at all. Gonna meet her again sometime next week. :) Fun fun fun fun (Friday friday .. yes, I am still making Rebecca Black jokes).

Also, When I walked through the park on my way to see Clara, I overheard a conversation between 2 girls and this guy .. It sounded something like this:

One of the girls to the guy: WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THIS CHILDISH BEHAVIOR? What were you thinking!
The guy: What AM I thinking? What are YOU thinking!?
(yeah .. really good comeback)
The girl: YOU ARE FiretrUCKING DRUNK! Just confess it already!

This might not be a weird conversation since it's friday and all .. Ya know, people drink and go out? But then it turned out that they were actually going to the movies XD I thought it was funny. Me and Clara wondered how it would be to go to the movies drunk .. We came to the conclusion that it would probably make everything 3D. IT'S LIKE I CAN TOUCH IT! IT LOOKS SO REAL! XD

PM-fuckin-S. Why do you exist and why are you so painful? If I would have been able to choose gender from the beginning - I would have been a guy. Srsly, being a girl sucks ..

I haven't been able to do anything all day. just been lying in my bed, feeling sorry for myself. Read some loveless and watched movies til 4 o'clock. I have to clean this messy place of mine and all. But have no energy for it what so ever.

UGH. Gonna check out planetickets at least.
So I've done something with my day ..

.. A fangirl .. that's the only thing I've been for the last few weeks. First Izaya, then Yuu and now Rat! Oh gahd, why can't guys irl be as hot as stupid 'made-up' characters!? ;___; And why can't they be all .. bad-ass? Life just isn't fair.

Got home from Denise today and I actually went out saturday. It wasn't planned, but Micke called me and since I barely see him these days - I could resist (^ u ^);; Met a bunch of people from my old class, so the party kinda turned into a reunion XD I don't mind, though. I had a really good time and it was so fun to meet all those awesome people again! <3 Love ya all ~ ( And the people with the animalheads were scaaary ;____;

Hmhm, what else?
Gotta check out planetickets this week. Also, Anna (who is awesome), is helping me out with Molly (my queen of the underworld) .. trying to find out what to do with the little critter. Anna sent a mail to this cattery and I'm waiting for a reply. They seems to be really good on re-placing cats into new homes and all. I just feel sad that I have to cut the strings. But if someone can give her a better home - I guess it's not more then fair.

WHY IS MY ENTIRE FAMILY LIVING IN FUCKING LAPLAND!? .. and I can't bring the cat with me when I go to visit them .. It's their fault .. Hmpf.

- I've been watching 'No 6' for hours now. I'm surprised that my laptop hasn't died.
I  s h o u l d  g o  t o  b e d .

Will type down more crap later ~

I couldn't really sleep last night ..

Watched YGO movie 2, bouth versions .. like 4 times or something. I was frickin' tired and couldn't just close my eyes and sleep. Watched through Last exile and played Spectrobes all night long. Gahd frustration much?

Saw that I've missed a bunch of calls ;A; Why won't my phone tell me when people are calling? I've managed to turn off the stupid sound .. I'm so smart!

- Yeah so this was a worthless entry.
Tiredtiredtired.

Me and Denise walked around on the town earlier today. Denise didn't sleep all night - so she was kinda hyper and wierd. (OvO) Haha, it was pretty funny. Hopefully she will be able to sleep tonight.

Bought some legwarmers and a chai latte. That's all! Must be some kind of record! It's really strange that I didn't manage to find anything useless or cute that I just had to buy. Maybe I'm growing up? NAAAH.

Sitting here and watching The Shining on channel 9. I haven't seen it in ages so I thought it could be fun. It's not that scary either, so I might not even end up being paranoid for 45748 years. But you never know - I'm so weak ;____; My neighbours just went away. GAHD I HATE THEM. Okey if they play music, really - I don't care. But their  Firetrucking BASE. Everything in my apartment were shaking and shit. Srsly, show some respect. EVERY stupid day. The same thing over and over. Paper-thin walls and BAD musictaste - NO THANK YOU.

Gonna continue watching this movie and stuff.
Talk to myself tomorrow ~

Hey.

No movies before bedtime last night, I was waay to tired to even put the DVD in the machine. Oh mi oh my. Also, my cat was so annoying last night. Wanted to sleep on my face and stabbing me with her claws. I guess I've been gone for too long. Silly little fuzzball.

So the plans for today?
Me and Denise are suppose to take a stroll around town. If she ever wakes up and calls me. (^x^) We'll see. Have to put a face on and get dressed so I'll be prepared.

- Maybe I can finally get that haircut today?
Talk to myself laters ~

So me and Denise just got back from the cinema, we watched Tintin and the secret of the unicorn in 3D. It was Very good and people should totally see it! Oh Tintin, why so awesome? Also, had dinner at McDonalds. See we can actually do things during the days that doesn't include playing games. So, ha!

I also got my movies I ordered earlier in the mail. Probably going to watch them tonight. But now, it's the big bang theory and even though I've seen these episodes 29485 times - I still love them. Nerds ftw!

Gonna make some tea and cuddle with my cat. ~
See ya tomorrow!

Hello!

So me and Denise are getting ready. Gonna take a walk in to town and see if there are any good movies showing on Rio. Hopefully Tintin won't be sold-out. But if it is, we might see In time.

Other then that. We were suppose to get up early and go shopping. But since we went to bed around 5 .. We didn't really have the energy for it.

Gotta make my way home later. Take care of the beast and check my mail. Maybe the things I ordered have arrived? Oh well, we'll see.

Gonna pack down my stuff and all.
See ya!

Hey all! So no new updates these past days, I'm sorry!